Sunday, October 31, 2004

saw that picture on the left under the caption "Favourite Pic"? if you still remember, i actually posted it b4 in the 19.9.04 BBQ article. i love that picture a lot, in fact, i love the nature, sun rise, sun set, the beach, trees, flora and fauna, the night scene with some dots of lights from faraway, complete darkness with some yellow light from the light lamp, the night breeze etc.. sometimes i wanted a camera so much so that i could take down the unexpected, the uniqueness and the unforgetable of the nature... this includes the nature of the human and animal's behavior and the nature of the physical world. this world i changing rapidly, attap houses has transformed into HDB flats, maybe everyone would be living in the condo futher down the future and all HDB flats would be demolished..who knows? forest has been cut down and hills and moutain has been leveled, pulau ubin also wans to upgrade liao and i haven't even been there b4 to experiance the kampong life... i guess this is the main reason why nothing is perfect, when urbanisation takes place, nothing is left rural. when people gets smarter, there is a possibility for them to turn evil. well... i don't know why i posted another topicless and meaningless article again, but anyway, i hope anyone who reads it would get something out of it...

Posted by 壁虎 at 3:45:00 PM 0 comments

Saturday, October 30, 2004


"I Love You.." tt's everything I needed..

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WHEN U R ONLY 5 YRS OLD, I SAID I
LOVE
U. U ASKED ME: WHAT IS IT?

WHEN U R 15 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U
BLUSHED... U LOOK DOWN AND SMILE...

WHEN U R 20 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U
PUT UR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER AND HOLD
MY HAND... AFRAID THAT I MIGHT
DISSAPEAR...

WHEN U R 25 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U
PREPARE BREAKFAST AND SERVE IT IN
FRONT OF ME, AND KISS MY FORHEAD SAID:
U BETTER BE QUICK, IT'S GONNA BE LATE~

WHEN U R 30 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U
SAID: IF U REALLY LOVE ME, PLEASE COME
BACK EARLY AFTER WORK.

WHEN U R 40 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U
R CLEANING THE DINING TABLE AND SAID:
OK DEAR, BUT IT'S TIME FOR U TO HELP OUR
CHILD WITH HIS/HER REVISION...

WHEN U R 50 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U
R KNITTING AND U LAUGH AT ME:-D

WHEN U R 60 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U
SMILE AT ME :-)

WHEN U R 70 YRS OLD. I SAID I LOVE U.
WE SIT ON THE ROCK ING CHAIR
WITH OUR GLASSES ON. I'M READING YOUR
LOVE LETTER THAT U SENT TO ME 50 YRS
AGO...WITH OUR HAND CROSSING
TOGETHER...

WHEN U R 80 YRS OLD, U SAID U LOVE
ME! I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING BUT
CRIED...THAT DAY MUST BE THE HAPPIEST
DAY OF MY LIFE! BECAUSE U SAID
U LOVE ME!!!

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Posted by 壁虎 at 10:11:00 PM 1 comments

Friday, October 29, 2004

juz now went to look at some of my friend's blog.. somehow, their blog just seems so different from mine. they wrote about their daily life, about what happened.. unlike me, i put in all my feelings, my emotions, i mean.. when i'm emotianl i wrote about things. somehow some of my posts turn out total crap to me. i don't know why. whenever i read them, it just dont't really show how i'm feeling. there's some problem with my english, i guess.. if not, it gotta b myself, i can't show the exact way i'm feeling. my mind is just in a total mess, find it hard to rearrange what i'm thinking about. i'm lost..
i dun think i'm good at keeping a strong bonding between peers or anyone. i don't even have the ability to express my real self to the others. i dont know what's wrong with me, or, is there anything rite about me in the 1st place? *confused*

i guess i'm probably posting rubbish again... anyway, realli hope that u can sen in a comment instead of a tag to tell me what kind of person u think i m.. i dun mind if u post it annonymously but it is still better if u leave ur name in it. thx a lot..

Posted by 壁虎 at 10:34:00 PM 0 comments

Saturday, October 16, 2004

NEW FUN GAME!!! TRY BEATING IT IF U ARE SMART ENUF!


Yahoo! new game to intro.. bet not much peeps had played this game b4.. heard from rumours that in the whole world not more then 4000 ppl broke the game..
it is abt a trapped room which you had to use your initiative, or rather your intelligence to escape from the room. gather all the different items.

click here: http://www.fasco-csc.com/index_e.html

It is an interactive game that you escape from this room by finding, using, and combining items you find in this room.
Only you have to do is to click the right places on the screen.
Using the graphics, the sounds, and the responses as clues, you are to escape with your idea and inspiration.
At the end of the game, an ending scene is prepared.
After the escape, you are invited to a special page, so please don't give up.

you might find it tough, but once you get it or while u progress, i'm 100% sure that you would b jumping off ur chair.

To get 100% satifaction, DO NOT SEEK HELP!!! 3 room altogether waiting for you to escaped. Guys and Gals will love it! trust me..

IF u ever think of giving up in the middle of the game, think twice.. but after ur third time conidering and still wan to giv up, go to http://www.wretch.cc/album/album.php?id=wiselymook&book=4 for the answer.

B4 u go to tt webby for ans, try asking me for some clues, it could b better this way ;)

try it! you might be tt 4001 hu successfully escaped from the rooms =D
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after you had finished the 3 games (with or w/o the guides (ans)), if you think that it is fun and you might be able to break it w/o looking at ans at all... try this new room http://games.tom.com/download/mini/20040422/scs2.html erm, i gotta tell you that this is in chinese.. i think if you do not understand chinese could give it a try too... gd luck!

Posted by 壁虎 at 6:58:00 PM 0 comments

Tuesday, October 12, 2004


pics taken on 12/10/04:


hey hey! got my hair dyed for the 1st time, how issit? this is considered the best hair style i've got, if u really sae "style". last time the hair i juz let it lie on its own, even if i gel it i oso dun bother to style it, even if i do, it sure dun look like any style.. lolx! so giv some comments to my new hair style ok? :D erm.. dun look at my face, tt camera lens too convex liao make my face look round... haha!!! kidding lar, but the angle got prob, i guess... my face din change at all ok? tt person in tt pic is really me!!! lolx..

ok, comments plz!

this are the pictures taken on 13/10/04:




Posted by 壁虎 at 11:48:00 PM 1 comments

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

说到朋友两个字，仔细想想，从小到大，我的确是有不少的朋友。。但真真把我当好朋友的又有几个？可能一两个，又或许，一个也没有。。我的那些朋友，第一个想到的，除了男女朋友和家人，我想也还轮不到我把。。那一颗心，不管装的是空气或水。。我都是永远轻飘飘的浮在上面。。如果有一天，我就这样的死去。。又会有谁把我放在心里呢？应该不会。。应该没有。。
可能是应为我这个人不太会说话，该说的不说，废话却多过垃圾桶的垃圾。。跟我在一起的人，多多少少会觉得有点无聊。。通常我都不会选者单独和一个人出去，都是找来一群朋友一起走，最少也会是三个人一起走吧，以免两人你瞪我我瞪你就是不开口的。话说回来，跟他们在一起时都觉得挺开心的。烦恼？全没了。。
可是。。这种情况也不能一直次序下去阿。。我也要交女朋友的呀，这样的话总不能找几个人一起出去也不可能我和他就你看我我看你得把。。
想想，我不管做人还是做朋友都挺失败的阿。。是应为我不属于这个空间，还是我不属于这个年代？做个外星人或许会比较适合我把。。

Posted by 壁虎 at 11:39:00 PM 1 comments

juz went to check my sch email acc.. wah, saw the "Roll of Accedemic" announcement... wah... dem sian... 3 person from my class got into it.. it is sumthing like the hall of fame or something lar.. those from my class hu got into it had a GPA of 3.6 or better, if i remembered correctly.. i got 3.5... tt was close.. den i sian.. after tt go check my overall performance, well... i knew tt 3.5 was really my bez liao... there wasn't any module i knew i could do better or rather, got a better grade... so, juz leave it to fate lor.. 都尽力了还想怎样啊？ juz hope to do better in nxt sems... abit dissapointed, abit contented, abit wasted...

Posted by 壁虎 at 2:56:00 AM 1 comments