Monday, May 02, 2005

LOW EQ (Emotional Quotient)!!

School (PPM)

It has been 2 weeks in year 2 of RP. it's the PPM (Professional Profiling Module) year and all students are required to invterview ppl abt their occupation or the industry they are working in. it kinda replace the attachement in other poly. rite now i'm getting a headach.
i don't know who can i interview...
i got low EQ

School (Team Work)

2 weeks in RP. Different team members from monday to friday (with occasionally repeated members). some i can work well with.. but some cannot. last year all had different facilitators, different requirement they seek, different working patterns... i'm lost.. how to work with them? i can only work with those team mates that are less dominant in variant ways... guess i too self-centered liao? ohh maybe my requirements quite high?

often seems so stressed in class, i think some of my teammates more or less will be affected by me if they see me so stressed.. but i don't mean to affect you guys. i sincerely apologise for any disturbance caused.
i had frequently been skipping lunch except for the 1 and only cup of ice milo... it's not that i tired of school food or wad, but i really really hope to give the best presentation in class.. partly becoz of the sake of A's, i admit.. but also, in this matter, i seek for perfection... howwever, it's team work... and i cant collaborate well with them all.. i hate myself sometimes.. not to the extent of evil flowing in my thoughts though...
too bad... i got low EQ

Extra...

what i seek for in a slide and what i din expect in a slide?

omoz all of my daily resorces came from powerpoint slides search from Yahoo!. i noe what it's like to be a interesting slides as there are slides that turns me down. long wordy slides are out of question! why cant we juz put them short and sweet in point form? unessential stuff that does not help in the understanding should also be omitted. what's the point of putting them when it doesn't show how much we understood about the day's objective at all?
there are still lots to say.. way to much to be typed out here...
ofcos, i'm not trying to say that my slide is the best or it's good..

Weekends! Pool!

lets drop the wadever stuff that is going on in sch and my EQ... it's weekend after the 5 weekdays afterall...

had been playing pool on every weekend since school started.. either on sunday or saturday with long, van and faj. last satuday saw a recruitment notice pinned outside the door seeking for part timer to work on friday and saturday night.. from 11pm to 3am.. the pay was $7/hr.. attractive, isn't it? the time and location is also PERFECT for me! i'm a night owl when i don't have to attend school the next day, but i dont club or go anywhere late at night so i juz stay at home and stare the com.. isn't it good if i can wrk instead? i can play pool for 3hrs on weekend and earn back the same amount of money in juz 1hr of work!! wad else can i ask for?

unfortunately they are only looking for people age 20 - 30 (only knew it when faj called the in-charge as it wasn't written on the notice itself)...
i intend to call them tml, hopefully i can get the job since i'm 19 already...
i really really love tis job a lot a lot!!

perhaps if i get this job i can actually secure a interviewee for my ppm?
but dosn't look quite possible to get this job...

Archery.. dotz...

RP archery looks cmi now.. still wan to recruit new members... i think it is a total failure somehow. when there are more members in our club the complaints sure will get uncontrollable. it's either too little people (now, and perhaps in the future) or too many people (in the future)..

currently within the club i oso got prob getting along with the members, i guess..
coz i low EQ, ya..
but the problem might not be me alone..

Telok Blangah CC had an archery demonstration on saturday, i went, i don't know wadz the reason, but the guest attended was very very few.. pathetically few.. it's from 9am to 12pm.. then the number of people can't even fill up a 3-room flat.. is archery really that kind of boring sport?
i still like archery a lot... but the kind of things i saw made me sick of it too... it brings up to reluctancy to go for training and even continue this sport... now i noe why people who are really interested in their CCA still quitted...

i might quit sch's archery and join the archery club in the CC depends on how things go... i don't noe.. perhaps i could get the coach to be my interviewee as well?

Posted by 壁虎 at 11:48:00 PM

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