My June holidays.....
ya, my june holidays.. reaching in June obviously? hahaha... has got lots of things to do... can sae 2/5 for personal stuff and 3/5 for SCH STUFF!!!! wad the hell.... are u sure it's a HOLIDAY?
lets take a look at what i gotta do, or at least, planned to do during this holi..
i need to do....
- tt "School Outreach Innovation programme" CE activity together with loo... gotta fork out lotsa time to discuss about the script for my secondary school - Gan Eng Seng - students. then dunno when still muz help them film the intro to their innovated projects... hmm...
- PPM!!!!! shit! 2000 words report, needs time to interview... dunno when can shedule a date with my cousin.. feel like squeezing my eye balls out..
- gotta read up more stuff which i kinda lag in the past 6 problems in sch.. muz try to catch up.. but i think resources limited ar, dun think will (or can) borrow so much books from librabry.. so probable only dwelling on anatomy and physiology... especially it's UT is the 1st day school reopens!
- gotta go play pool with my pals.. haha! and movie time? hmm...
- last but not least.. i need a rest... MUZ SLEEP!!!!!
ok.. so those stuff are what i wish to complete during this pathetically short 3 weeks June hols... yeah.. 3 weeks are like so short for me now-a-days...
Thank God! that school outreach program seems like chicken feet to me, and besides, loo is helpping too (he better be... hahah)!
Thank God! My PPM looks as if i can juz complete interview + report in less the 1 week... excluding poster design...
Thank God! it seems that i'm able to cover all my anatomy stuff in perhaps 1 week?
Thank God! all my khakis has resume school and deffinitely will be preoccupied by school stuff so i got more time for my own stuff instead for movies and pool?
Thank God! I finally got more time to sleep!!!
but wait a minute...... all thanks to Uncle Devil... he influenced me to be lazy, slacky, idle, sluggish, lethargic... and a lot a lot more, just that i kinda used up all the words in my thesaurus... ya...
OH SHIT!! juz remebered i got 4 copies of Teens Mag haven read up yet, the wrappers are still intact! arrrrrr...... i'll get another 1 more next month and tt makes it 5.. OMG!
okok.. back to what we are saying... Uncle Devil causes me to have insomia 'cos the longer i drag my stuff, the more worrying i get...
Results is that.. i still couldn't sleep in this long/short holiday... i still think it's rather short...
P.S: i mentioned too much "God" in here.. but still i'm not a Christian but a free thinker ok?
Current thought: There goes my June holidays.... oh ya, gotta thank God that i got no Archery in June...
I AM SICK!!
ya.. has been sick since past 2 days..
1st got myself some sore throat.. then sore throat + running nose.. then slight headach... then today abit feel hot all over EXCEPT my forehead.. not fever? cheat my feelings... then this morning wake up the gums behind my right molar got swollen, but it ceased after rinisng my mouth with salt water and stuff.. then started to felt extremely numb in late evening... very very 酸... haiz..
now i'm still dripping out liquid from my nose... i hope i got better tml...
i guess tml genetics would be tough.. amy wun be around.. left with azu, my highest hope..
current thought: hope that i GET WELL SOON and start kicking someone's asses!!!
Posted by 壁虎 at 11:06:00 PM
Kyo: Iori! what are you waiting for? fight me!
Iori: No, you try to hit me, i'll proove it to you that i can dodge all your shots!
Kyo: No! you 1st!
Iori: You 1st! Loser!
30 mins later......
*Kyo kana muscle cramp and fell down*
Iori: Yes I won! You ass-hole!
*and Iori fainted rite after...*
Posted by 壁虎 at 3:55:00 AM
RP Life! or RP no life? wadever...i heard quite a lot people said that the IT students in RP very very very slack wan, in sch can play CS somemore.. then all the biomed student like me all so stressed in school... i mean, this is only valid for year 2 students. i don't know about year 3, but year 1 is the moderate type.guess wad? some SIT students can go to school without even knowing what module they had on that day. andrew's class still got people walking out of class to smoke during their presentation and tell the fac, "cher, pause presentation awhile, we need to go smoke first.." and left the classroom. wad fark?!? then somemore sch starts at 8.30am but almost whole class can reach at 9.30am? damn! presentation half way could just easily go home with the consent of the bo charp fac. oh ya, fac sleep in class too...another thing a SIT student told me yesterday was that their presentation slides, i mean whole class, borrowed from someone from another class and started editing and changing some words, slide background, font size/colour... and... Tada! their powerpoint is done even before 1st meeting is over! ya rite.. continue playing ur CS and go msn chat all you want!guys out there, if you are rich enough to slack and happily get an SIT diploma without any inputs of effort, RP is the best place ever for you!Life of SAS students.... in and out of RP...from what i can see from my class, and my last year friends... fantastic, all of us felt the same... STRESSED and UNMOTIVATED!!hell yeah.. things are getting more and more.. difficult? nope! juz too many thing to memorize! but wait... i thought PBL is not a system that encourage memorising but understanding instead? well... RP has failed to follow their system eventually huh? i remember by last year fac, Dr Tan Lay Ping said that we are not expected to memorize those chim chim scientific terms in PBL, but to understand them inside out! i agreed too.. but now? i kind of hesitate....from sch starts to sch ends... all SAS students stayed in class and tried to understand their stuff, now, where's the time for team work? honestly speaking in my point of view, i haven't seen any team, i mean the whole team, working together with each and every single teammates to strive for tt "A". even for me ofcos... all tried to strive for their own A's or atleast just helpping their frens at most. are A's really that important? sometimes i wondered...Does Grades Matters More Or Understanding? sometimes i can't decide myself either...so far, in year 2 of RP... i find it very hard to learn anything... i've thought of ponning sch as i'm dead exhausted, felt so tired.. i mean, physically tired... i almost fall aslp on pharmaco tt day... how to abosrp anything like this? i'm trying to sleep early now-a-days...no idea why i suddenly so dead.. perhaps life's too stressed... i miss those days where i can go out and tell my fren i learnt things easily and life is RP is not stressful at all...Current thought: Last year, i dread holidays... now, i can't wait for the holidays to come... How do you study?from what i see, i think that RP students who excelled in VB programming in their year 1... they tend to learn smartly (excluding those who did well through "cheating", for example giving facs false impressions).why do i say tt? cos VB is a subject that is immpossible to study at all, no resource from books or internet, just some clues and tips from facs and you gotta keep ur mind thinking how to solve it, and includes lots of trial and error which you think that might succeed. only those who are able to pass it with determination are the true winner.as compared to stuff like Basic science... you understood through memorising stuff and understanding them through books, website resources and stuff, as long as you dont suffer from short term memory (STM), you are able to do well.Final Conclusion: Memorising stuff.. and you will forget, understanding stuff.. you wont!P.S: you dont memorise the ans for "1 + 1".. do you?
Posted by 壁虎 at 1:18:00 PM
TOP 3 STUPID Bus Incidents:- A man holding an "extinguished" cigarette IN A BUS! (damn... it stinks!)
- A bus was turning out from the bus stop and a man was approching, trying to stop the bus... the bus driver ignored. He pointed his tiny middle finger and, from his mouth movement, i guess he was saying "Kan ni na bei lar! chee bye..." i think he looked dumb and funny.. (it only happened ytd..)
- A man was sitting right infront of me and he took out a $2 note, asking for small change... 1st he asked the person infront, then he was dissapointed.. then he asked the young couple opposite, at 1st the couple replied no... then he turn back to me obviously.. i had a $1 and 50cent coin which i got from buying ice-cream.. but i got not enough coins for $2 so i said "no". then this couple finally managed to dig out $2 coins from both wallets and offer to the man.
guess wad?
that shitbag took the $2 coins and counted... then did not give the couple the $2 note... wad the!?!?i felt strange why the couple can look as if nothing has happened and ironically, the shitbag and this couple alight at the same stop... (this happened 2 days ago)
Posted by 壁虎 at 7:42:00 PM
Pissed + Stressed!
i think i sucked in the presentations in year 2 with some exceptional, and now, it's kinda getting worst.. it's not the fact that i dont understand and dont wanna participate, just that i'm sick of such stupid and childish competition where everyone tries their best to catch the attention of the fac! dumb..
imagine this:
situation 1 -Fac: guys, tell me, what is mitochondria?student 1: the cell that produce energy to the cell and...............!situation 2 -Fac: guys, tell me, what is mitochondria?student 1: the cell that produce energy to the cell and...............!student 2: the energy producing cell!student 3: an organelle in the cell that produce energy!situation 3 -Fac: guys, tell me, what is mitochondria?Whole class: $%$%^$&&^& %& %$@#^%^**&!!after imagining all these situation with ur limited brain juice... do you think this is how the class should go on and on and on?
situation 1 is a good idea...
situation 2 gives me the cinema sound surround effect when watching a movie with it's setting in a wet market.
situation 3, hell ya, whole class participated vigourously! fac should giv an A ya? Bingo! even if she dont know what the class are shouting about! this is commonly know as a "Faucked-up" situation!
nth can motivate me or atleast convinced me why the hell should i go to school anymore.. facs are nonsensical, teammates are far from my style (not blamming them though), kept on missing my lunch (one day the acid will just eat up my stomach when they gets too hungry, just wait n see), gradings are in a havoc (people get the grades they dont deserved), UTs are like ever lasting, holidays are like distance apart further then north pole to the south pole... and shit! i'm LACKING SLEEP!!! enthusiam in me is decresinganger and hatred in me is accumulatinghappiness leaving me is further driftingstressness following me keeps pilinghope within me still fading...what a nice and valueless pieace of poem for the rottin' shit like me..
Cool inventions!
heard from the radio few days ago that it is predicted that in the near future, advance thechnology are able to record what the mind is thinking.. cool enough?
i had this idea before long ago.. i wanted a machine that is able to directly show and record what my brain is thinking!
stuff i'm thinking about has always been unorganised in my brain and i hardly remember a single thing after i thought about it. wad the...
i admit i'm suffering from STM!
another case is that, whenever i wake up from my sleep, i lost all my memories of my wet dreams... juz kidding! haha..
i mean, the wadever dreams i had... cos i remember lotsa chio bu appeard in my dreams before n i forgot how they look after i wake up.. sad case...
isn't it good if beautiful dreams can be recorded down into ur computer just like how you transfer pics into your com through scanning, and like how you transfer movies into your com using a thumb drive? FANTASTIC!
this is deffintely a bio-science and IT invention... nervous system, brains transmitter, brain wave, frequency.. hmm.. wad else? too bad my yr 2 life sux.. or else if i tried to understand fully, i might just be able to invent this supreme stuff here and make tt prediction come to reality!
sad to say, this dream doesn't motivate me to perform in sch... current thought: i'm born to be normal, environment changes me and makes me a loner...
Posted by 壁虎 at 6:51:00 PM
Updates after 2 bz weeks!! finally!
haiz.. last 2 weeks was god damn bz due to Unlimited Tests again.. i mean UT.. lots of stuff that i gotta revise, lotsa stuff to catch up with.. sianz.. year 2 wasn't as easy as year 1, but no matter what, i still prefer my year 1 class, yes, TA0203.. the peepz, the teams, the facs, the work load, and perhaps.. the everything... TA0302 isn't as good, honestly!
i dislike the way some of our fac grade us.. it sux and it obviously proove that this PBL shit isn't working at all... these fac, whether they are part-timed or full-timed, Doctor or just simply a normal fac, they dont appreciate pbl fully.. then why the fark come facilitate in RP?
hello, Jim Tan, plz go to some other polys, will you? thanks a lot..
wadever..
anyway, among all the fac i encountered in year 2 so far, Kevin Yap is the best in my opinion... Kevin Rules!
too bad he only came for once...
shithead... i dun understand a lot of stuff nowadays in school.. i wonder how do i continue my days in RP... i'm facing total stress and has been skipping meals juz to try to understand what i'm suppose to understand for the day.. but looks like it's no avail...
sick of RP system too... school server lotsa problem, even on UT's and now gotta retake the test.. wad the...
sick of the facs, they kinda encourage presentations to be long and dry and especially those with uneccessory stuff... that perhaps contains 30+ slides in a powerpoint and a presentation of 45mins for each team.. is that the rite way to obtain an A? deffinitely NO!
anyone could juz go to a website and copy/paste the info DIRECTLY W/O EDITING and present it by reading off the slide word by word without elaborating and stuff , hey fark, what's plagiarism all about? they can still simply get an A happily from the fac...
curious about why i know? cos i'm one of them too... and honestly, eventhough i had an A, i understood nth, i mean NOTHING! and i got an A? ya funny! RP's hopeless..
Macdonal's is earning like CRAZY!
what's up in RP? well well... sick of school's dog food (mentioned by somone and agreed by others)? good news then, Macdonals' in RP!! yeah rite... they are juz giving this delivery service to school at every interval, with special offer ofcos.. burgers and fries and be seen in sch holding in students hands daily... u might ask me "yeah, so.. what's wrong with it?"
hey, if u can get sick of school's food, wont you get sick of eating Mac for 3 days in a row? wow.. looks like u love Mac tt much... i'm impressed!
Pool!!! The greatest leisure and the best activity with frens!
yesterday went to play pool with my old khakis with a new member, tt's mel... i got my stlye and got some balls rollin' down. learnt quite a lot of things when playing pool... notice quite a lot of chio bu too.. but ya, they aren't my type at all. juz good for the eyes..
i noe i'm toooo stressed, especially in things that i wanna perform well in. the more effort i put in, the more i got stressed, juz like playing pool, cant focus, cant concentrate, cant think... tt's when i decide to "look" stressed and play easy! i did well, wad kind of logic is this? i had got no idea myself either..
played with them for 3+hrs from 3pm to 6+pm and went to the food centre for some bites.. got satay, prawn mee, bundung... i hardly get to eat anything in the evening outside when my mum had prepared my dinner.. kinda memorable.. they are really my pals!
Current thought: Never underestimate my abilities cos' u'll never know when my potential is being released!
Happy B-lated B'day to Hans and Happy B-"earliered" B'day to Ping!!haha.. today went out with val, voon, sl, al and hans to buy presents.. han's b'day was yesterday, ping's b'day is this coming Wed. Ping booked a resort at Downtown East and threw a BBQ.
this morning met al, voon, val and sl at simei 1pm but THEY WERE LATE!!! hahaha... only me n voon was early... sl only reached when we decided to leave since simei has got nth to shop for at all... today was kinda well planned to give han's a surprise, and perhaps ping as well.. we went to shop at Tampinese Mall (TM) and Century Square (CS) for their presents.
if you watched "Street wise" on Chn U before, u will deffinitly remember an old man who wear a lot of jewerlleries and bragged that he worn 4Ds and TOTO very often, tt
rich old man.. yeah.. SL met him on mrt today and was being harrassed by him.. haha!
okok.. back to pressie shopping, it was hard to decide what to buy for hans, ping's stuff was a lot easier.. haha! go to a lot of shops but couldn't find anything that suits hans, then later only decided that we ger her a bag, which was suggested by me.. hehe.. however, i dun quite like the design, but the gals do.. hmm.. different gender got different taste? perhaps... but deffinitely it's not that i no taste! ahaha..
finally i understood why guys dun like to go shopping with their gals... troublesome.. lolx
hans reached Tamp MRT Station later then the time we were suppose to meet, so anyway, we sticked to our usual plan, that is to fool hans.. haha!
i met her at the mrt stn 1st and we acted as if we came individually so that she would not suspect that we bought her a b'day present.. then val, ailing, sl and voon came respectively and it was like so real.. haha!
i kept making hans jealous by reminding her that we bought present for ping and she dont have 1, i think it was rather successful although she din show it.. hehehe.. i'm bad.. yeah..
so we walk ard and choose the present and finally they decided to her ping a top and a wrist band.. soon we went to pasir ris bus interchange to meet the host. saw my darling and i missed him so much since we hardly met each other in sch after we were in yr 2.. tsk tsk..
we "kissed" and "hugged" on the bus and a gal sitting next to us was giggling.. hahahahaha! funnie sia...
after we reach the place, saw evi and her stead, ang mo worz... hmm.. cant comment too much on her lar, later ppl throw eggs at me..
we go to the BBQ not to eat but to blow balloons de, then sl is go there watch tv de... and my dar, andrew, and xixi is go there smoke wan.. lolx... pings mother really treat us as zhi ji ren ask us to help decor the place sia.. lol.. ok lar, the food was nice, although only a small variety.. had lotsa fun, seriously.. even though it doesn't seems like anything grand..
hmm... i would have a GREAT LIFE if it wasn't for school... i love my friends, although i dont really know hu really treat me as one and had no idea hu i'm treating as one either..
i'm lost at the time being...
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seen some interesting stuff going on this evening:
in the shopping mall -
a 5 year-old toddler was crying, throwing some tantrum to his dad walking towards my direction
a couple was pushing a pram from the other direction
this cute lil' baby gal (ard 1 yr old) in her pram was teasing tt boy in a mischieaveous way
she was... crying happily!?!
her parents got to quieten her and quickly push her away.
hahaha!
tt sence was real funny! xiao han and ailing saw it too... haha!
at the resort:
a 7 year old boy running towards his mum shouting "wah, wo zhao le hen jiu zhong yu zhao dao ni men liao." meaning, "i was looking for u guys very long liao, finally found you all!"
then he dashed into our room... which was the wrong room... -_-"
hahahah!!!! this time, i guess val, sl, hans, ailing and me saw it very clearly... hahaha!
why today so interesting?? lolx..
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I'm having a cold right now... nose duz keep dripping like a loose tap...
Had half a can of beer juz now... once again, i was thinking wadz so nice about beer or the effects of being drunk... wadz so great about alcohol?
The next day:i was in MSN juz now (May 23) and saw pingz online. she was still in her resort at ard 8+pm and tml GOT SCHOOL!!! haha! she's trying to finish up all the left over food from yesterday.i felt like crying when she told me there were a lot of chicken wings, marsh mallow, satay, otah and stuff left and she cant finish them!erm.. wait, i wanna cry not becoz i see her so ke lian.. IS BECOZ YTD WE HAD NTH TO EAT!!!!!! haahha... her sis was incharge of the food, and by the time she came, we were abt to leave and so, WE MISSED OUT THE YUMMY FOOD!! Grrrrrrr......ok, i go and cry liao...
Posted by 壁虎 at 2:31:00 AM
LOW EQ (Emotional Quotient)!!School (PPM)It has been 2 weeks in year 2 of RP. it's the PPM (Professional Profiling Module) year and all students are required to invterview ppl abt their occupation or the industry they are working in. it kinda replace the attachement in other poly. rite now i'm getting a headach.i don't know who can i interview...i got low EQSchool (Team Work)2 weeks in RP. Different team members from monday to friday (with occasionally repeated members). some i can work well with.. but some cannot. last year all had different facilitators, different requirement they seek, different working patterns... i'm lost.. how to work with them? i can only work with those team mates that are less dominant in variant ways... guess i too self-centered liao? ohh maybe my requirements quite high?often seems so stressed in class, i think some of my teammates more or less will be affected by me if they see me so stressed.. but i don't mean to affect you guys. i sincerely apologise for any disturbance caused.i had frequently been skipping lunch except for the 1 and only cup of ice milo... it's not that i tired of school food or wad, but i really really hope to give the best presentation in class.. partly becoz of the sake of A's, i admit.. but also, in this matter, i seek for perfection... howwever, it's team work... and i cant collaborate well with them all.. i hate myself sometimes.. not to the extent of evil flowing in my thoughts though...too bad... i got low EQExtra...what i seek for in a slide and what i din expect in a slide?omoz all of my daily resorces came from powerpoint slides search from Yahoo!. i noe what it's like to be a interesting slides as there are slides that turns me down. long wordy slides are out of question! why cant we juz put them short and sweet in point form? unessential stuff that does not help in the understanding should also be omitted. what's the point of putting them when it doesn't show how much we understood about the day's objective at all?there are still lots to say.. way to much to be typed out here...ofcos, i'm not trying to say that my slide is the best or it's good..Weekends! Pool!lets drop the wadever stuff that is going on in sch and my EQ... it's weekend after the 5 weekdays afterall...had been playing pool on every weekend since school started.. either on sunday or saturday with long, van and faj. last satuday saw a recruitment notice pinned outside the door seeking for part timer to work on friday and saturday night.. from 11pm to 3am.. the pay was $7/hr.. attractive, isn't it? the time and location is also PERFECT for me! i'm a night owl when i don't have to attend school the next day, but i dont club or go anywhere late at night so i juz stay at home and stare the com.. isn't it good if i can wrk instead? i can play pool for 3hrs on weekend and earn back the same amount of money in juz 1hr of work!! wad else can i ask for?unfortunately they are only looking for people age 20 - 30 (only knew it when faj called the in-charge as it wasn't written on the notice itself)...i intend to call them tml, hopefully i can get the job since i'm 19 already...i really really love tis job a lot a lot!!perhaps if i get this job i can actually secure a interviewee for my ppm?but dosn't look quite possible to get this job...Archery.. dotz...RP archery looks cmi now.. still wan to recruit new members... i think it is a total failure somehow. when there are more members in our club the complaints sure will get uncontrollable. it's either too little people (now, and perhaps in the future) or too many people (in the future)..currently within the club i oso got prob getting along with the members, i guess..coz i low EQ, ya..but the problem might not be me alone..Telok Blangah CC had an archery demonstration on saturday, i went, i don't know wadz the reason, but the guest attended was very very few.. pathetically few.. it's from 9am to 12pm.. then the number of people can't even fill up a 3-room flat.. is archery really that kind of boring sport?i still like archery a lot... but the kind of things i saw made me sick of it too... it brings up to reluctancy to go for training and even continue this sport... now i noe why people who are really interested in their CCA still quitted...i might quit sch's archery and join the archery club in the CC depends on how things go... i don't noe.. perhaps i could get the coach to be my interviewee as well?
Posted by 壁虎 at 11:48:00 PM
